Thursday, September 25, 2008

9/25/08

Ever feel like you're running through molasses? Yeah, that's how i've
been feeling. Frustrated. So, how do i combat this feeling? Waiting for
the new gym to open. i got so excited to make a change and now i'm
dragging my feet. At least i've been able to up the number of days that
i'm going, so that's a step in the right direction.



i both love and hate Master's new hours at work. i love that he's at
the gym when i get there and that He sometimes stays to kick my butt
and make me lift harder. However, that means our evening gets started
later so the dogs are suffering shorter walks (it's getting really dark
here early) and we get less time together. Dinner feels more on the run
and i hate that. i/we need to do some more planning and/or rescheduling
to get our time back at night.



Work has been frustrating. Just not moving with projects that i need to
get done and getting no support to get it done. Today we only had 2
people in the office and it was all i could do to handle the phones!
Never mind digging on to any projects. Oy! i'g going to have to sit
down with my boss and talk about this tomorrow and try to get some
support.



i leave next Friday for my SoulCollage training and i feel so
unprepared! i have about 20 cards made, which i feel good about but i
haven't been doing the exercises that i should be doing to get ready. i
just feel so scattered that it's hard to sit down and do any kind of
deep internal spiritual work. (i think that's just my own resistance
talking but that's a whole other issue!) i did manage to reach out to
someone who is going to the training and she seems pretty intimidated
so i told her when she got scared or nervous or shy, i'd be right there
with her. So, maybe we can connect while we're down there. That would
be loverly for me!



i've also made a list of projects that have been started at home and
not finished, so i've managed to finish 1 skirt, 1 pair of bloomers
(don't even ask!), a dress (wearing it now) and part of a jacket.
Repaired a pair of Master's jeans also. Pshew! Busy.



i guess for someone who feels like they're getting nothing accomplished, i'm actually doing really well.

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