Well, i think Master had a great birthday weekend. It was really nice
to get to spend that much time with Master Taino and slave bobby. The
presentation that we got to see twice (Masters in service) was great.
It's something that Master Larry and i lived while i was sick and
through the surgeries that i had. i've heard a lot of slaves say that
they find it hard to receive that kind of service from their Masters,
that it's "just not right".
i try to look at it as: when i 'let' Master care for me, i am
serving Him by allowing Him to grow to His full potential as a caring
and nurturing individual. i feel that i need to keep my heart open to
be able to serve in whatever manner that i am called to, and if that
service comes in some unexpected, un-orthodox way that pushes my
comfort level - then so be it. It's a growth opportunity!
Friday night we went to the Leather bar night in Asbury Park. It
was great to see our NJ Family again. Most special to me though was as
we were standing outside the bar, we could hear the roar of the surf
(TS Hanna was rolling in). Master took me down to walk on the beach and
right up to the surf! It was incredible to see the ocean in such a
frenzy. As rough as the ocean was being, there were these tiny shore
birds sifting the sand for food. They were tiny, like mice, but
unafraid to run right up to the edge of the sea and to do what they
needed to do. i think there's some kind of lesson in that. Maybe i need to do some more edge running my self?
Sunday after the meeting we headed over to the Eagle for the NYboL car
wash and to see all my brothers. Fun! It was so good to see Jake and
all the other boys and spiky and his new pup (YUMMY!) and get some more time in with Master Taino and
slave bobby. The Eagle is selling a new line of t-shirts and tank tops
that are really nice. i also wanted to drop off a card to someone but
they weren't around. *sigh* Meh, no big deal, i shouldn't be beating my
self up over this one, anyway.
Still reaching out and building a friendship with some one here in NJ. Amazing person, this one is. *grin* i also found out that i'm going to an amazing concert in January! wheee! i like good people in my life. i'm in a pretty happy place right now. Lucky girl!
to get to spend that much time with Master Taino and slave bobby. The
presentation that we got to see twice (Masters in service) was great.
It's something that Master Larry and i lived while i was sick and
through the surgeries that i had. i've heard a lot of slaves say that
they find it hard to receive that kind of service from their Masters,
that it's "just not right".
i try to look at it as: when i 'let' Master care for me, i am
serving Him by allowing Him to grow to His full potential as a caring
and nurturing individual. i feel that i need to keep my heart open to
be able to serve in whatever manner that i am called to, and if that
service comes in some unexpected, un-orthodox way that pushes my
comfort level - then so be it. It's a growth opportunity!
Friday night we went to the Leather bar night in Asbury Park. It
was great to see our NJ Family again. Most special to me though was as
we were standing outside the bar, we could hear the roar of the surf
(TS Hanna was rolling in). Master took me down to walk on the beach and
right up to the surf! It was incredible to see the ocean in such a
frenzy. As rough as the ocean was being, there were these tiny shore
birds sifting the sand for food. They were tiny, like mice, but
unafraid to run right up to the edge of the sea and to do what they
needed to do. i think there's some kind of lesson in that. Maybe i need to do some more edge running my self?
Sunday after the meeting we headed over to the Eagle for the NYboL car
wash and to see all my brothers. Fun! It was so good to see Jake and
all the other boys and spiky and his new pup (YUMMY!) and get some more time in with Master Taino and
slave bobby. The Eagle is selling a new line of t-shirts and tank tops
that are really nice. i also wanted to drop off a card to someone but
they weren't around. *sigh* Meh, no big deal, i shouldn't be beating my
self up over this one, anyway.
Still reaching out and building a friendship with some one here in NJ. Amazing person, this one is. *grin* i also found out that i'm going to an amazing concert in January! wheee! i like good people in my life. i'm in a pretty happy place right now. Lucky girl!
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